WHAT has he got against calling? I mean, really. Tuesdays and Saturdays. That's all I ask. Two days a week in his nerdy geeky busy life. But no~ he keeps forgetting. Forgetting to call HIS OWN GIRLFRIEND who is so damn HEAD OVER HEELS for him that she's MARRY him if he asked! ARG! It pisses me off so much! And its not like I see him all that often. Once a month, IF I'm lucky. If only one of us could drive. But we can't. And its not as if we live far away. He lives in the city and I live in a town just outside the city limits. But he lives in the northwest of the city and my small town is southeast. It might as well be a light year's distance. If only we lived closer! Or at least went to the same school! But we don't! And there's fucking NOTHING we can do about it! And another thing! Why the hell hasn't he kissed me yet? Seriously! We've been going out for MONTHS and he hasn't even THOUGHT about it. I mean, sure, its not like I've done anything to let him know I want him to kiss me, but still. I mean, what's with that? Does he not WANT to kiss me? He wants me to go to university with him. Why the FUCK won't he kiss me?
I'm a bit mad, can you tell?
Sigh... But its not like I can change him. I don't wanna be one of those girls who get mad at their boyfriend over little things like this. I'm way too clingy. I'm surprised he can deal with me. Shocked, actually. I was completely surprised when he confessed that he liked me. Overjoyed, because I liked him back. He's my first boyfriend. And, I'm really hoping, my last. GOD I love him.
I apologize for the swearing. I'm not like this in real life. I NEVER swear. Except on a keyboard.
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